Awakening in Bellhaven
I opened my eyes to a ceiling the color of stale oatmeal and the muffled beep of machines. My head throbbed, a dull drum that matched the ache in my rib.
My face felt like someone had smashed a porcelain plate against a wall; every movement left it bruised and raw.
"Who are you?" I asked, half‑laughing, the joke already in my throat.
Desmond sat in the chair by the bed, his fingers curled around a mug of coffee as if he’d been waiting for this moment for years.
He didn’t smile. He stared at the floorboards, then said quietly, “I’m your brother, Sylvie.”
A cold ripple ran through me, the absurdity of his tone making me want to burst into laughter.
“My actual brother?” I reached out, my hand trembling over the thin blanket.
He stepped back, his shoulders rigid, and replied, “By blood, Sylvie. Stop being ridiculous.”
For four days I played the amnesiac little sister, letting him bring meals, tuck the blanket around my feet, and speak in that careful, tender hush I’d heard a thousand times before.
Every time I waited for the mask to slip, for a crack in the performance. He never cracked.
On the fourth afternoon he rose, his back to me, and said there was someone I needed to meet. “My wife is on the fourth floor,” he added, his voice flat.
The Corner Room
We walked down a narrow hallway, the carpet muffling our steps, the fluorescent lights flickering like cheap fireworks.
Desmond stopped at a small corner room, the door ajar, and gestured me inside.
In the bed lay a woman as thin as a sheet of paper, skin translucent, eyes enormous and dark.
She lifted her head, smiled, and said, “I’m Pia. Your sister‑in‑law.”
My throat caught. “Your wife?” I asked, voice thin.
Desmond nodded once, his jaw set like a stone.
“We’ve known each other since we were sixteen,” Pia whispered, her voice a fragile thread.
“His father paid for his doctorate, and we grew up two streets apart. It turned into love the way those things do.”
A sound rang in my ears—sharp, metallic, like a struck bell—echoing off the sterile walls.
I stared at Desmond, his expression unchanged, his eyes fixed on the floor.
“Can you show me a picture of the wedding?” I demanded, heart pounding.
Pia’s face went white, the color draining from her cheeks.
She shook her head, mouth opening like a silent scream.
Proof in the Picture
My throat felt dry as paper. “Can I see a wedding photo?” I asked, voice barely louder than the humming of the fluorescents.
Pia’s smile faltered, the thin skin on her cheek paling to the hue of old parchment.
“I—” she whispered, her eyes darting to the floorboards, “I don’t have one.”
Desmond’s gaze stayed fixed on the corner of the room, his jaw a hard line of steel.
“She’s very ill,” he said calmly, almost as if reciting a lecture. “The photo isn’t necessary.”
The words hung between us, a thin curtain that refused to part.
I could feel the room’s stale air pressing against my ribs, each breath a reminder of the cracked bone beneath my skin.
“Why would you need a photo?” I pressed, the joke of my amnesia slipping away, replaced by a cold curiosity.
Pia’s hands trembled, fingers curling around the edge of the blanket as if clutching at something invisible.
“Because… because we’re not… it’s not…,” she stammered, the words collapsing before they could form.
Desmond’s voice, low and steady, cut through the murmurs. “The important thing is that I’m here, caring for her.”
I stared at his face, the unflinching composure that had survived three years of marriage now feeling like a mask.
Oath in the Stairwell
We stepped into the narrow stairwell, the peeling paint on the walls echoing the decay I felt inside.
